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So it has been done... as hard it was and as hard a I know it was on her... it has been done. I had put it off for so long and containing what i truly felt but I wasn't able to take it any more. So... i sucked it up even though it hurt like hell and my heart was in pain, I finally got it out and told her my true feelings and now we are just friends. Breaking up with Becca was hella hard to do and if anything, I am afraid more so of how she is doing and taking it all since I can't stand hurting my friends and especially the ones I care about so much more then others. As they say though... such is life... and life will go on. Through this all.. alot of pressure has been takin off of me now and I am doing alright.. It was much harder at the time of the action then it is reflecting on it. In the end though... in my mind... I know i made the right decision and things are hopefully going to be alot better. Nothing has been nor will ever be regretted from what was done or being with her and I thank her for those times we had... it was great while it lasted... just for this time in my life with so many things going on... it would have just gotten harder and I dont know how much more i couldve taken of all that.
On the lighter sides of tings, heres a lil somethin ive been workin on...

Its been said
many times
many ways
every place
that a hero, will come
and save the day
Through times of love
and times of hate
these are all times
that we must relate
and come together
in unity
The peace is dead
and our
souls must ascend
into the hearts
of our existing
lives
Yes we're the ones who
the only ones who
can save us from this
strife.

I started makin this and it's supposed to be some sort of song and I partially took a lil out from another song i knew.. the part where it says "yes we're the ones who, the only ones who" It just fit well with this and I like the way it sounded so I used it since it the first ting that came to mind. It doesnt have the whole rhyming part with it well... but if its ya sing it the way I made it to be, it goes quite well... It's not finished what so ever but Im not sure where to go with it at this point and time either, but we shall see later on. Hellz, if any one wants to help and tink and give some comments on it or maybe some help with more to put in it.. go right on ahead ^_^